Sep
28
2009
Anorexia,bulimia, Both?
Posted by: Alan in Anorexia Recovery Diet, tags: Anorexiabulimia, Both
my parents still dont know.
i developed bulimia nervosa six months ago. i was bulimic for about 4 and a half months, no recovery, no telling parents, just stopped on my own.
i constantly am starting to think about my weight, im making meal plans thinspiration. i didnt eat at all one day and then i had 180 calories in 2 days.
my calorie goal tomorrow is 520.
i purged today and yesterday.
i excersise everyday, i want to starve myself and im terrified of gaining weight. but deep down, i feel like i want attention of some kind.
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September 28th, 2009 at 10:30 am
I think you should find treatment as soon as possible before thing got worse.
September 28th, 2009 at 12:31 pm
In your post you say you stopped on your own, yet you’re still purging. Hmm.
Anorexia and bulimia are about control and not attention. Your weight may be the only thing you can fully control in your world. Problem is the health consequences, not good.
You will one day be out on your own, controlling your own life. Relax and enjoy someone else worrying about the stresses in life for you. Your time will come soon enough.
September 28th, 2009 at 4:11 pm
Funny, because most people with ED’s don’t develop them so quickly, but if you have both, you’re probably leaning towards bulimia.
But it also could be EDNOS.
September 28th, 2009 at 9:02 pm
I answered your other question, and I think it certainly applies here.
Stop reducing yourself to your weight. Do you think you’ll be dumber or less awesome if you’re not rail thin?
September 28th, 2009 at 9:20 pm
you NEED to see a counselor of some kind- and definitely tell your parents- these things can be helped but not on your own- you need support ((attention)) and youll be way happier in the long run
September 29th, 2009 at 1:56 am
just eat normal meals